the universe is funny

I am having a hard time sleeping. I had a great night but then came the goodbye. I have been in a long distance best friendship for the last four years, so my best friend moving out of state shouldn’t be a huge issue.

When I was in the hospital, she was already creating a plan post discharge and trying to figure how to keep me safe and happy. It’s almost a month later, and she is moving but I am definitely there now.

I’ve never met someone so much like me that it both terrifies and comforts me. We got to live 5 minutes away from each other for about a month until the universe decided to once again separate us.

I’m so grateful to have met someone like my best friend and I can’t imagine my life now without her. you know how people say you can have platonic soul mates? i really think that we are and I am just feeling melancholic now.

It’s really hard for me to verbalize how much I love my best friend.

I guess that is all for now. I’m just a lil bummed out for now. Time to start planning my trip to NC!!